Some Life Goals...ish

Since the New Year is coming up, I feel it is appropriate to make a list of goals but not just for the year (because let's face it, I probably won't get them all in a year lol), but for life.  Here goes:

Get my temps
Learn to drive
Get my driver's license
Get a car +insurance of course
Learn to sew well enough to make my own clothes
Flatten my tummy
Get rid of any jiggle (aka fat) in my body haha
Get rid of my acne
Find a "Career"
Move out of my parents' house
Get married/become a nun whatever I'm called to do
Make someone's life better
Learn to bake so well that I start writing my own recipes
Graduate from college
Finish track season with an improved PR
Learn to play piano very well
Get confirmed
Vote

A-Z

A -Available : Yes though maybe not emotionally...
B -Birthday : October 25
C -Crushing on : Bittersweetly, no one at the moment
D -Drink you last had : Milk
F -Favorite song : Viva La Vida by Coldplay
G -Greatest memory : Greatest as in I remember it well? Or like my favorite? Right now, I can't think of one for either
H -Hometown : Cleveland
I -In love with : God
J -Jealous of : Shakira's good looks
L -Longest friendship : Sabrina
M -Middle name : Laine
N -Number of siblings : 4
O -One wish : my acne to go away... blah
P -Person you last called : Nanny
Q -Question you're always asked: Are you drunk?
R -Reason to smile : I have really awesome siblings
S -Song you last sang : Taylor Swift- Christmases When You Were Mine
T -Time you woke up: 4:00pm haha
U-Underwear color: light purplish pink
V -Violent moment you had : I hit my sister with the door once after she said something mean to my other sister
W-Worst Habit : biting my nails? I don't know
X -X-rays you've had : Um my stomach I think... I'm not sure
Y -Your last kiss : I'd rather not say.  It didn't mean anything to him, so I'm just going to forget it ever happened
Z -Zodiac sign:Scorpio

Since I am Single for the First Time Since High School...

I am retaking a survey from a blog I wrote in high school haha!

Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)

--Your Favorite--

Hair Color::         I tend to be attracted to brunettes for the mostpart, but I also love me some blonds and redheads :)

Eye Color::          green

(Their)Music Genre Preference::       Country or oldies, because I feel that a man who likes those is probably a pretty decent guy who's gonna treat his lady right :)

Height(estimate)::          As long as they're taller than me, it's all good.  I've noticed I tend to like like guys in the 5'10" to 6'3" range most of the time though

Age::     I have always dated guys older than me up to 2 years, but lately, I have been much more interested in boys younger than me up to 3 years lol.  So I guess I'd say my age range could be a span of 6 years (3 younger or older than me), so between 18 and 24ish?  That's what I'm attracted to, but I'd prefer a guy closer to the 20-22 range I think

Personality Type::           I love an arrogant man as much as I hate to admit it lol.  He also has to have a great sense of humor, strong values, be a family man, be smart, hard-working, laid-back, loyal and trustworthy, Catholic, good with money, loving, not necessarily romantic but still sweet and nice- someone who would surprise me with presents every once in a while and write me cute little notes and sing to me even jokingly and hold my hand and cuddle with me, and say sweet things to me, etc.

--This or That--

Older or Younger::          older

Romantic or Horndog::  romantic

Smart or Stupid::              smart but not cocky

Fat or Skinny::   skinny

Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::           skinny

Punk or Preppy::              Preppy

The Big Picture or the Little Things::       little things

Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::           flowers/candy

Mixtape or Burned CD::                mixtape

Love or Lust::     love

Emotional or Just Not:: emotional

Sincere or Jokester::      sincere

Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::         ugly and sweet

Sexy or Just Cute::           just cute

Arse or Abs::      abs for sure

Hair or Hands::  hands

Dimples or Eyes::             eyes

Biceps or Calves/Thighs::             biceps

Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) ::    teeth

Clean Shaven or Scruffy::             I think I like a little scruff

Rugged or Prim and Proper::      rugged most of the time, but he's still gotta dressup nicely sometimes :)

Countryboy or Cityboy:      countryboy

Date alone or With Friends:        alone

Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause::             Mama's Boy

--Have You Ever--

Dumped a guy because he liked you too much::               no

Loved a guy because he stalked you::    Probably not haha, but if I already liked him and he stalked me, I wouldn't mind too much ;)

Loved a guy because he hated you::       nope

Asked your friend's crush out::  not that I know of..

Lead a guy on for kicks::                nope

Asked a guy out purely because he was hott::    never

Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend::      yepp

Lied about not having a boyfriend::        nope..don't think I ever did

Lied about having one::                i dont think so..but maybe

Cheated::            never

Been Cheated on::          sort of lol, but I don't really count that as a relationship, so I'm not sure I count it as cheating either lol.  I don't know if anyone else cheated on me though.  It's possible.  I dated some shady characters, but if they did, I don't know, so I'll say no.

Had a crush on a gay guy::            haha yes

--Their Clothing(yes/no)--

Boxers?::             yes

Briefs?::               mm some guys could pull it off

Hat?::    yes, but not all the time

Skater Shoes?:: yes

Pimp Shoes?::   no

Band Shirts?::    sure

Vintage shirts?::               yes

Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?::  no

Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?::               i dont know what that is, so no

Independent/DC?::        maybe. i dunno

S&M/Little Devil?::         no

Fox/Thor?::        suuurre

Jeans or Shorts?::            jeans

--Be Honest--

Would you ever date a guy for his money?::       nope

Would you ever date a guy for his social status?::            no

Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?::             yeah :/ but I broke up with that boyfriend shortly after I realized that

Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?:              yes

Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?::                no

Do looks matter?::          not really

Are you honestly scared of being dumped?::     yeah

Does size matter?::       umm no haha

Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?::           no

Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?::   no. All my friends are beautiful anyway :)

Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be)::     I'm not ashamed

Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?::               probably, yes

Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?::             I don't really lie... haha... it just doesn't come up... lol

Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?::                yes

Are you disappointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?::                  no..I'd rather him wait until he means it

Wanna be a virgin till marriage?:                definitely :)

Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?:   I may not always be "in love" with them, but I love pretty much everyone, so yes, I mean it

Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?::     yepp

Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?::                In the right situation, I might do it for curiosity...

What I'm Thankful For A-Z

This was a November Challenge that I found out about, but I wanted to post it even though it's already December, because I really need to reflect on what I'm thankful for right now since it feels like my whole life is falling apart..and this just seemed like fun! :)

A- Alcohol.. haha... because it eases the pain and, as a new 21-year-old, I appreciate it :)
B- Brittney!  She has been my friend for more than 3 years and she keeps me sane.  She's like my best friend, study buddy, and therapist all wrapped into one.  I honestly can't imagine how bad this year would've been without her and how much less fun my life in general would be without her!
C- The Catholic Church... She keeps me grounded, encourages me to be better, supports me in my good decisions, and calls me out on my bad ones haha.  My life would be incomplete without my faith for sure/Also, COFFEE... It's seriously a life saver too though in a totally different way haha
D- Dresses! They're so comfy and fun to twirl in and make picking clothes out really easy especially in the Summer time :)
E- Electricity.  I don't like the dark, so my life would be very sad without it haha
F- Flowers.. They're pretty and they make me happy :)
G- Grandma!! She's always on my side and she is just a genuinely nice person and I feel that sometimes, we see the world the same way, so we get along really well :)
H- Hats... For my bad hair days haha. But really, I look awesome in them too, so bad hair days are welcomed :)
I- Intelligent people.. We really can never have too many of those in the world!
J- Jesus :).  He needs no explanation
K- Kindness: Without it, the world wouldn't be a very nice place/Also, KISSES! They make all the hurt go away :)
L- LOVE!  It makes the world go round.  And we'd all be dead if the world stopped going round, so let's all be thankful for love :)
M- Music, because it soothes me and it makes me dance and sing and hum which all relieve my stress :)
N- Nice Guys.. Even though I have this weird self-hatred so that I am only attracted to douche bags, I love it a lot when I see a true gentleman doing nice things especially for us ladies who can never get enough love and kindness haha
O- Ovaries, because without them, I could never have babies and I love babies!
P- Purple!
Q- Q-tips
R- Rory! The sweetest little sister ever!! :)
S- Sabrina... She's my sister too... She's kinda cool, I guess
T- The Track Team.. especially the girls.. They keep me going :)
U- Underpants!
V- Violins, because they sound awesome
W- Water.. it keeps from dying and stuff
X- Xander!! Coolest sweetest little boy ever!
Y- Yummy things! Like food and boys ;)
Z- Zest! It keeps life zesty and stuff
 
That was a lot harder than I thought it would be, because I had multiples for some and only lame ones for others lol. But I'm glad I did it!!